Is It My English Language Is Broken

This is a my first blog i create to express my english language and try to improve the part i should be improved.May be have a blog it make me more effort to improve.Now english language very important to get the knowledge and information.Just open our laptop and desktop or surfing internet,the whole thing used english language.While i take the result SPM my subject english not credit,it very difficult to me for get the jobs.Currently in communication, many people always use english language for their communicate each shoulder.If you not enough knowledge or fluent speaking in english,probably you will be get the problem is high.Recently,i was attended the one event for help that company manage the event.I saw,the age of the student only just 13 years old but she have good talent and knowledgeable during speak in english.She speaks very fluent,i am shocked.Why my english language not fluent like hers during the same age.Now i realize why,while my age at 13 years old,i not give more attention,concentrate and not learning well for me english language like a boring subject.Now i know,english language is very important, with feeling enthusiastic i want improve my english language..anybody please advice me..